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Let me introduce myself. I, am miss[understood] </3

My life; my reality.

Created on 2008-03-14 14:44:06 (#15148552), last updated 2008-05-13

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Name:	Miss[understood] <3
Birthdate:	1986-06-25
Location:	East Cowes, Isle of Wight, United Kingdom
Website:	My Eljay.

Bio

Just your typical scene queen

'I.love.you' was all she said
Keren. 21 years old. Female. English. Daughter. Sister. Friend. Fianceé. Understanding. Loyal. Unique.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together. When it comes down to it, I let people think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them. I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control at times and hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring." - Marilyn Monroe.

IWishSoDamnMuch.. That I were;
Pretty.
Confident.
Cool.
P e r f e c t
But I'm not.
I deal. So should you.
I obviously have far less superficial qualities.
Look for them.

I'm nothing if I'm not erractic, stubborn, difficult, sarcastic, melodramatic and superficial. I'm loved by some.. hated by more. It's all or nothing. Vanity wouldn't be in it. I can be your friend, or your enemy.. or maybe I just won't care enough about you to be either. I'm always going to be just a memory, and I don't know how to be more. Infact, I don't know if I even want to be. If I can't be beautiful in his eyes, I want to be invisible. As much as I am shallow, I am sincere. I care not for your opinion, but crave your love and devotion, care and adoration. I am not to be pitied because I do not conform to your specifications. I am not even to be admired, purely because I just don't care enough to let you matter. I am not sorry. I don't know how to be anything other than me. Contradiction isn't even the word. You need me like a bad habit.

After all of the "I'm never going to find anyone" melodrama, I finally have someone. His name is Thomas, obviously)and I met him on the internet about a year ago. We got talking, and after a few months decided to meet in person. And it all started from there really. I've been with him since November 26th, which is my longest relationship, ever.. and I'm actually happy. I can't have begged for a better man. He is one in a million. He treats me with the respect that I know I deserve, he doesn't pressure me into anything, and he loves me for being me. He puts up with my sad moods, moody moods, crazy moods and I have ALOT to thank him for.. the biggest thing to thank him for is for making me a better person.

Although, like most relationships, we have had our ups and downs, (but mostly ups,)and we have argued like cat and dog, but that's something that makes us stronger. And the arguments we have are pretty pointless and lame, but hey. It's what happens.
You have the key to my heart, Tom. Keep it safe.

I love you more today than I did yesterday. Always. ♥

With her finger on the trigger
My journal is Friends Only for various reasons. The main reason is that things I write in this journal are not meant for the public eye. I want it kept to myself and my friends and no one else. If you wish to be added, just comment and let me know. I will probably add you back. Stealing any of the images I use in this journal will lead to serious penalties.

Also, whatever I may say in here is my buisness. If you don't like it, TOO BAD. These are my opinions, not acts of slander. This is my journal, not yours, therefore I am certainly allowed to talk about what I want. It's freedom of speech. My thoughts and feelings go into this journal. I speak my mind. If that bothers you in any way, then unfriend me and stay away from my journal. I'm not here to make everyone happy, I'm here to write about my thoughts and crap. If I offend anyone in a post, just simply tell me - there is no need for drama. Read this.

I'm sorry if I sounded like a bitch. I really love making friends, so if you would like to be added, comment in my friends only post.

& a gun to her head.
This area of my profile is for credit / anything else. Basically a "miscellaneous" section. If ever you do see a graphic / blinkie that you made, please don't hesitate in letting me know so that I can credit you. :]

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